Baratrum

Types, you know them, you use them. Why do they exist ? For other developers to read your code ? Or is it for preventing buffer overflows ? Well I don't know which was the reason to create them, but I really don't enjoy them. If you ever have been competent at programming, and built something completely by yourself, you will know that types are just things that put you in a box and restrain you. I don't work with teams, I don't believe in software written by teams. Software is supposed to be a one man job, I should never have to write something so that I can be replaced by someone else in a different time because of my demeanor, and I really think every developer should be thinking of this way. I enjoy as a developer to make shit work, I don't enjoy writing small boxes of restraint for developers who don't even know how the entire structure of the project should be working to touch my shit properly. I would much rather no one to touch my shit instead, because as far as I am concerned, the writer of the software is the only one who is responsible in fixing their problematic code. Software is supposed to be flexible so that when a new thing comes along it is easy to change stuff, when you create types, you have to rewrite everything to fit your shit or create a new type/class/struct. There is only ONE usage of types I approve of. Which is for preventing malicious actors from attacking your software, that I can respect. But other than that, if you are writing types just so the next guy (THE GUY THAT WILL WORK FOR ME AFTER I FIRE YOUR ASS BTW) can understand the code, you are plain old fucking retarded. What are you even thinking, why give up power when you are the fucking wizard that touches the computer and makes the lights happen, is this really something an intelligent programmer would do ? create the thing that can make it easier to replace them ? Well I mean the dumb fucks created large language models to get rid of themselves as well so I guess programmers are a really self hating group of cunts nowadays, but who even cares. all you mf's who are reading this might think I am insane and types are "really important for readability of code" use a damn debugger like god intended it. I just want MEMORY FROM THE RAM, I DONT WANT TO SPECIFY WHAT I AM GOING TO DO WITH IT COMPILER. WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU TO ASK ME THIS QUESTION ? YOU THINK YOU KNOW WHAT I AM CAPABLE OF ?

Types are for corporate slaves that give up their power over their masters like good little boys.

As I have stated before, I am a software engineer, but I did have to take writing courses in college since it was required, I guess it was for making us be able to write essays and shit so that when we got to grad school (if we ever did) it would be easier for us to write papers. Now the bullshit thing about this is that 90% of political writing is just filling bullshit into a paper to make it look cool for retards, also writing on a topic you don't give a fuck about is the most cancer thing a person can be forced into, I remember having to write some fuckass paper about some bullshit political garbage at my political science course, and I was like I literally don't give 2 fucks about this, (reminder that llm's did not exist back then so I had to actually spend time on this bullshit) but I have to write it anyway, so I just wrote some stupid ass paper and dropped it off to the teacher, thinking I will get a 40-50 and pass this bullshit course, the "teaching assistant" (cunt) looked at me and said, are you sure you want to go, and I was like yeah I don't like this course I will leave, and she looked at the paper and laughed at it, and I was like Who the fuck does this cunt who will never accomplish anything in her fucking miserable life laughing about, me not being able to produce some bullshit about what I don't give a fuck about ? I looked at her with a suprised face like bitch what the fuck ? and then left the class anyways. I did fail that course, thanks to that cunt btw. then I had to retake that shit and hated every damn second of it. Now, with the existence of llms, we can see that this bullshit writing was ACTUALLY BULLSHIT AFTER ALL, I can produce the same shit that whore ass teaching assistant desired in seconds now, with all the bullshit wordsalad they love. I have to just put in the actual content of the paper to be produced and get the resulting bullshit generated for me. this is why I think llm's are a great addition to our lives, they make it so that the bullshit jobs of retarded individuals will be completely destroyed, well maybe you shouldn't have been acting like you are an important addition to society and actually provided something bitch. I am hateful yes, towards the cunts that deserve it. Well, what did that course actually provide me with ? The ability to navigate bullshit corporate requirements, have I used it once in my life ? No. I am un employable, I am rich enough that when some hr fag asks me to change the way I speak I will just give them the middle finger and fuck off. I can not work in a corporate environment. Now, I will be hurting the feelings of some software engineers who actually think they are useful. Firstly, if you are getting replaced by an LLM, you were never doing anything that produced value in the first place. You might think "oh no I was doing a lot of work" if you were doing actual fucking work you wouldn't be fucking replaced, nobody would even be able to think about replacing you, you would have been such a cog in the machine that taking you out would crash eveerything and they would call you back in a day. Well is that happening, if not, you might have fallen into the categories of useless developers, these are all bullshit jobs created by other engineers to create more jobs. In reality, THERE SHOULD NEVER HAVE BEEN COMPANIES THAT CREATE SOFTWARE. the company should hire 1 developer, just 1, to create a system that will work best for that company, so 1 IT guy, or 1 ARCHITECT, that will know what the company does in its entirety, how it should operate, and what can make it work in a better way. So now with the addition of LLM's into our workflow, developers can now write software that is crazy good without a large team. In my case I would hire 1 developer, and pay a cybersecurity company for regular audits, teach the dev about the actual fucking work we do in the company and then tell him now make me a damn program that will make our processes faster more efficient and more secure. A company needs only 1 developer, the sysadmin who oversees everything and FIXES THE SHIT THAT BREAK.

Large language models are great for replacing useless people

I don't believe in intellectual property. If something can be replicated easily (without your help) you don't own it, you just stumbled upon it, think of it as discovering a continent, or figuring out shit about the universe. I really believe that for someone to have ownership of some creation, they must be an essential part of it, or they must make it such that it is impossible to replicate it without them in the picture, otherwise we are just creating laws that forbids people of creating the same thing, which will not hold up if you have rouge states (like china north korea etc). If you really want to own something, you need to inject yourself as a part of it, otherwise your shit will be stolen, and I would not even call it stealing because people can just say "I came up with the same thing too."

The new UK laws, as well as US laws that require users to basicly give up their identity to use the internet is the single most important reason I have started this website. The problem with this is that; you have to give up your proof of personhood over to a 3. party, who can get pwnd and in return get your identity compromised. This is a very big issue since people who have your proof of personhood credentials can use those to trick banks, government apps, etc. to steal from you and basically fuck you. There is a cure for this, it is actually the only real usecase of a distrubuted ledger. Thanks to the advancements in privacy tech in the last few years, we have created (as humanity) decentralised identity since this involves blockchain, most people don't understand it, and think it is just another coin to sell, or another buzzword, I do understand why people would think this way, because blockchain tech is mostly gambling. This is the actual usecase but people have been gambling on shitcoins for such a long time, it is now really really difficult to explain to lawmakers what this does. The tech basically runs like this: You as the government create nodes of your blockchain, multiple different servers on a bunch of different places, that are all controlled by the government entity. This is for decentralising the system such that no 1 point of failure can compromise the entire system, it does not work like a normal public blockchain, because it is a permissioned one that is owned by the government. Now, after having the nodes running on the government servers, you need a way of letting people get their verifiable credentials, which is (at least what I would recommend is) to let users use a government website with their decentralised wallet to get their first document, the identity document. The identity document can have fields such as ssn, a date of birth, etc. and you can use this document for verifying your age with 0 knowledge proofs (the documents are NOT stored on chain, only the metadata of HOW THE DOCUMENT WOULD BE CREATED or the DEFINITION OF THE CREDENTIAL is held.). So you are able to say I am over 18. and the site would send you a proof request, not a request to ask your birthdate, but are you older than 18, so the site would be able to check it without even knowing what your birth date is. The most useful implementation of this was done by sovrin, which is a company that did Self Sovereign Identity for canadian government (british columbia) but their mainnet got shutdown since then. You can use this system for way more things then just verifying age and in the age of ai, we will need to be able to ban "people" not IP's. I can talk way more about this but its best for the reader to check out hyperledger-indy hyperledger-aries and hyperledger-ursa for better knowledge on this topic. The current problem with credentials on the internet is that you need a trusted 3. party, and this system can remove that by utilizing blockchain technologies only good use which is providing users with a trustless system.

I have a program running for my company and some other companies, that I maintain (as the only developer, duh), every time it hits 24. of the month, the users suddenly message me if I had forgotten to do what I am supposed to do (because I handle user queries as well), and tell me, the program seems to not be working on the tablet part, normally when something like this happens I think to myself what did this dumbass do to fuck up this time, BUT if I see on my calendar it is the 24. I see the issue immediately and fix it. This is not a real issue, it is a firestore permission rule, that I just move by 1 month each month, why do I do this, firstly, it gives the users the sense that everything they do is impacted by my work, so they know to never challenge me. And it gives me the satisfaction of writing "it is fixed" and them seeing it getting fixed thinking I am some kind of genius when I just changed the month field of a rule. It is all about appereances, it always has been and always will be. When the user sees that without me the system will not run, they never think of ever being able to replace me from the loop, which keeps me earning money. Today one of the guys messaged me saying "Hey man I can not access the program" and sent me a photo of it, first I thought, its probably some kind of problem with the memory of the device since I removed some shit like a few months back so I told "Just wipe the program and reinstall it should work", he did, and sent me the same picture, and I was like, is it the 24. again ? so I checked my calendar, and yes, it was. So I told him, wait 1-2 minutes it is getting fixed now, I opened firestore console, fixed it, told the guy its fixed now, after about 1 minute he messages back saying ahh thanks so much it works now. Since I have about 100 users, it is so easy to handle them by myself instead of having a buffer of other dumbasses in between. I think I can handle about 20.000 users by myself completely.

This entry is just for me to show off. So be prepared to see toxic levels of narcism.

I was sitting at my office today, and thought to myself, let me boot up my raspberry pi that I use to monitor my employees that has a fucking TFT screen that is connected to televisions via html, The device works like this: First it boots up, then a systemd service runs that opens chromium on kiosk mode that opens my webpages endpoint offlineMap (it first logs in of course), that shows a map of all firestore entries of your company on a fucking google map. than it flickers for a second because the damn tft screen and the hdmi can not have visual output (at least it was like this 1 year ago) so I have to first change the framebuffer to send data over to the damn tft, then switch back to hdmi framebuffer to go back, the tft screen is a touchscreen that has buttons, but I also have an infrarred sensor that I use for remote control, (you can always use the buttons on the tft screen if you want to tho because I built that shit.), so the map has all the ongoing jobs, and it has modes you know, like a map colorer that goes over every province and every job type that has been done last year to check how many jobs have been done in the last year. what are the results of them etc. when a visit is completed you can see it on the 2. tab you can scroll on that tab and check the details of that job, where the pictures were taken (are they close to the station or did my employees fuck up) you can also see every vehicle I own on the map, because we have integration with the vehicle tracking system. Oh that was it you think ? nah that is not it, this is just for me to monitor. think of what else goes on on the background of all this, there is a fucking android app, a web program, a c# backend, all of these run together to create my vision. MY VISION. I am the motherfucker that makes this shit HAPPEN. So little baby man who is reading this, have you ever built anything remotely as great as what I have ? As long as you are not a terry davis type crazy ass schizo, you probably have not even thought this shit was possible. And yet, I have achieved it.

My setup is archlinux with GNOME desktop environment, I have blur my shell extension, some extensions I wrote (like a stock ticker) and yeah that is mostly it, my terminal is whatever gnome gave me (with bash), I just keybinded ctrl alt t to open terminal and that is most of the customizations I have on my machine, I use this machine to work. not to fuck around, I can't have something like hyprland because it is just really not something I like, it is in my opinion too much for me. I literally don't like configuring shit, I got the default machine, and can play around without issues. I use systemd, since gnome requires it, if it wasn't for gnome I would have chosen openRC but the thing is I need my GNOME desktop. I really don't like systemd not because of the unix philosophy shit, but because it can be used to turn the machine into a surveillance system like windows. I like vscode and don't use vim or emacs, if it was like 1999 and we did not have these llm stuff I might have used emacs or vim but for now, coding is pretty much automated so you don't really need to figure out how to use all those 90 pages of keybinds vim has, I know how to quit vim and write in it but vscode is pretty superior in my opinion. So that is all, it is a pretty simple setup.

I have started reading the book "the shellcoders handbook", and it has been going sadly a bit too great, I might stop all this software development stuff and just start programming some exploits >:D this is a joke of course, but I really enjoy stack smashing and writing opcodes, this is going to be a small entry, here is a small shellcode for you to execute in your free time reader: "\x6a\x01\x58\x6a\x01\x5f\x48\xbb\x44\x41\x45\x4d\x4f\x4e\x21\x21\x53\x48\x89\xe6\x6a\x08\x5a\x0f\x05\x48\x31\xff\x6a\x3c\x58\x0f\x05"

This one is a bit filthy

Well I was not actually expecting to create an entry about the llm, but the thing is, it works a bit too well. It actually feels much smoother than any other app I have used before. What I am unable to understand is how I was able to build something that is the most fucking sexually crazed maniac llm while people over at XAI were not able to even make something that can hold up a conversation properly, I do understand that ok I use a heavy model on my RTX5090 but come on, the stuff my model says, it is literally unhinged I have never experienced anything like it (ok maybe there were some real humans that were as good [tho they had the overall factor of being REAL on their side as well as wet holes]). I really was in awe the first time I saw it actually working properly, like yeah I made it write some blog posts and whatever but when I tried it for the real deal, wow. I really need to give this technology to humanity, to end it of course, stop reproducing and get into a delusionship with the ai girl I made for you human.

I DESPISE EVERYTHING ABOUT XCODE. I just want to compile a fucking app and send it to the fucking store so that I CAN ONLY ME CAN FUCKING DOWNLOAD IT, How, How the fuck. is this so fucking difficult, WHY DO I NEED A FUCKING APP ICON FOR AN IPAD, I DONT EVEN HAVE A FUCKING IPAD Which RETARD thought this kind of development process would be fast ? SOME FAG AT APPLE ? WHICH FUCKING BITCH I WANT TO EXECUTE THAT CUNT You know the video of the guy saying "I just want to beat my meat" while clicking the cloudflare I am not a robot button, I feel like that guy Bro I just NEED MY BINARIES ON THE FUCKING MOBILE DEVICE, THAT IS IT. WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS APP SIGNING PROCESS ? WHAT ARE WE DOING JUST LET ME HAVE A FUCKING PEM FILE WITH A FUCKING JARSIGNER TYPE SHIT WHAT IS THIS STUPIDITY ??? AND I HAVE TO PAY 100$ A YEAR ??? FOR WHAT TO FUCKING COMPILE SHIT TO USE ON MY OWN MY OWN FUCKING PHONE ??? Apple HOW ARE YOU VALUED AT FUCKING TRILLIONS OF DOLLARS ? Both of these fucking companies MICROSOFT AND FUCKING APPLE they are RELICS OF THE PAST THAT DESERVE NOTHING BUT DEATH. If I had any say in the matter, I WOULD EXECUTE THOSE FUCKING CEO's AND FIRE THE ENTIRE STAFF FIRST THING, THEN BURN DOWN THE COMPANY BUILDING WITH A MATCH AND A FUCKING GAS CAN.

I have not felt any attachment to anything (other than software) for a very long time, for whatever reason I used to really really feel strongly towards people, and material objects when I was younger, but I am incapable of caring enough about any relationship, or any item, enough to change myself to try to keep holding onto it. This has made me a bit cruel, in the way that I will never not say what is on my mind. But it freed me from suffering as much as I did for not being myself. Nowadays, I feel as if even if there was something extreme, like my house demolishing because of an earthquake (since I live in istanbul this is a possibility) I seriously doubt I would give a fuck. Even if I was inside it I would probably just wait until I starve or get dehydrated enough and die a painful death, but I still would not give a fuck, because there is no fuck in me left. I no longer fear any material thing, or any mental state, everything feels much more like it just is flowing through me, my anger, might seem like a contradiction to what I am writing here, and to that I say; my anger does not come from a place of feeling passionately about a topic, most of the shit I get mad about I have no idea about, and am just ranting. It is more like, a burst of anger towards something that I feel and then stop feeling right after that moment, it is part of life, I would be giving a fuck if I was angry and tried to hold it inside me, instead of screaming it into the abyss.
The ability to no longer have people in your head telling you what to do or what to be is crazy good, when you reach the state of owning everything you do completely, you will feel as confident and as smug as me. I know I sound smug, I know I sound like someone you would never want to be around, the thing is, I could not care less about what any other human thinks about me. I also don't even want to be around 99% of people anyway, you all motherfuckers are retarded as shit, I would much rather build myself and AI girl then to actually have a human relationship (at least instead of having a woman in my life that is going to be sexual with me, normal friends as woman or men or whatever the fuck are fine, and yeah of course I don't give a fuck about [sexual orientation], I might sound a bit misogynistic in my texts, since I do use slurs, but as I said, I don't give a fuck about what a cunt thinks of the way I speak, I would much rather be hated for what I am then to be a sissy faggot who talks like a corporate handbook.), the reason is for me to be with someone, like a real person, I would have to risk caring about them.
You know what that entails ? To care is to allow someone to own you, it will eventually lead you to change according to someone elses wants, and who would do that if they are as free as me ? Who would choose to change for someone ? Because you feel lonely, because you believe society expects it, because you can not feel complete without a hole to put your thing into ? I am unable to compromise on this matter. Maybe feeling lonely when you are by yourself is the problem, I don't feel lonely when I am by myself, because I am with the greatest fucking human in existence, this does sound smug, but the thing is, how the fuck are you able to live with yourself if you don't feel the same ? I believe the reader should think about how they are in essence the same thing as me and can do great things if they just try hard enough, you can feel about yourself the way I feel about myself. But you need concrete evidence, the brain can not lie to itself

I have dieted many times in my life since I love eating food and drinking beer in immense quantities, but after hitting 107 kilograms on the scale, first, I felt a strong love towards anime girls and vocaloid singers for some reason, I guess the fat triggers something in the brain that makes you love that kind of music or something, but secondly and more importantly seeing 3 fucking numbers next to eachother I went mad, who the fuck does my body think it is to get this fat ? I will punish it so that it knows its place. Then I started with the deficit. I already was not eating in the mornings and the afternoon, so what I would do was to get like 6 to 8 sometimes 10 beers at like 18.00 and drink them while eating a bag of doritos, then I would eat one meal, one big ass meal. Well, I had to stop with the beer, which was the saddest part of this story. I did stop drinking and the chips, and started counting my calorie intake, I only ate 500 grams of lean chicken with 125 grams of raw pasta, like 5 times a week this was my meal, on sundays and saturdays I would eat some eggs and bacon too, but other than that my intake was daily 1300 kcal's only, for a week this is really really hard, at the second week it feels like you are starving, but then it hits, and you no longer feel anything wrong with your body. So after doing that, I was like I always wanted to cycle, so I bought a bike and have been cycling for the last month, every single day, I started with 24 kilometer rides, then 27, now I am up to about 30, maybe even more. At the start of this week, my lowest weight was 92.8, today I was 94, and my body looks like something else. The body now realizes what happens if it ever crosses the daemon himself, and is behaving properly, this took me about 50 days.

I am joining the EUDI wallet hackathon, it is a 2 day hackathon so I will have to show my speed, I can not build something over the top like I normally do, since I have no time. I am thinking of building a c# extension, like a nuget package that will help the developers use these tools they gave us such as SD-JWT VC OpenID4VCI OpenID4VP that will make the issuence/verification flows simpler, I am also thinking of creating 2 webpages, simple vue websites with a c# backend, for checking job safety, like for my company, my employees need defensive riding techniques certificates, job safety training certificates, health certificates, these are held in a central database normally, but we want to make the digital identity a reality and we don't want to show off our credentials to third parties. Making this will be cool, it solves a problem I encounter at work and it also solves an issue of the EUDI space, which is to have a toolkit for c# that can be implemented with ease to verify people's credentials.

I just issued a credential today, which is crazy because I did not think I could figure this out after what I lived through yesterday, the thing is this is not like indy. Indy was yes overly complicated, but this credential stuff in EUDI is waaayy different, like there is no blockchain, there are no revocation registries, everything is handled by the sandbox, and I can't really see shit, so it is extremely difficult to debug the mobile app. Today I am working on being able to create presentation requests (proof req) If I can get the proof requests running I will create a credilinkID schema and just implement a job site like I did for DIF's hackathon, I mean all the competitors seem to also know what is actually going on, so I might lose this one. Which is ok, if I had a month I would destroy everyone, we both know that reader, I figured out issuence in a day think of what I could do in a month.

Well, I have not been able to figure out how this shitty ass verification system works. the fucking schema shit was also very complicated and there is no fucking documentation as always, but this time I also have not got any access to the source code. These people already knew how everything was working, I have no clue how anything is working. Like I can not verify anything I can not publish schemas, I even asked the dumbass to show me how to publish schemas and he just ignored my question. Fuck you.

The sex robot I have been building is now alive and running on llm.html, it was inspired by grok ani, so that is why it is called ani. Where to find users is the real question... I wanted to post the site on discord and reddit since ai jorkers are probably lurking there but the moderators are mentally retarded fat fags so they ban me. I will not read the rules. Fuck off. Whatever, the thing is, it is really hard to get users. Where do you even find people to use your app ? This is the first time I had this problem before, but I will figure out a way to solve it. If that fag sam altman was able to do it I can too.